Depression

Standing still.
Running fast.
Blocking the pain.
Feeling the joy.
Letting go.
Holding on.
Needing solace.
Fearing loneliness.
Hurting deeply.
Loving without question.
Wanting you.
Pushing you away.
Finding steady ground.
Tripping over mountains.
Bending with the storm.
Grasping only air.
Wishing bad memories away.
Leaving good memories behind.
Hanging on by a thread.
Knowing time is short.
Grieving my life.
Jumping over the pain.
Wading through the anger.
Dreaming emptiness.
Praying for peace.
Longing for time.