I feel we are at an impasse; purposely avoiding the full-size elephant standing in the center of the room.
What I heard him say the other day at lunch was that he felt I have never put everything I could into our marriage. I can't remember if I even replied to that statement because all I felt at the time was the radiating pain from the enormous punch to my gut.
All I can say right now is he is entitled to his feelings, just as I am entitled to mine. We are different people, with different opinions and very different points of view.
I feel he has never recovered from the night I tried to overdose -- and that he harbors deep resentment and anger toward me because of it.
Of course, I could be wrong.
What I heard him say the other day at lunch was that he felt I have never put everything I could into our marriage. I can't remember if I even replied to that statement because all I felt at the time was the radiating pain from the enormous punch to my gut.
All I can say right now is he is entitled to his feelings, just as I am entitled to mine. We are different people, with different opinions and very different points of view.
I feel he has never recovered from the night I tried to overdose -- and that he harbors deep resentment and anger toward me because of it.
Of course, I could be wrong.
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