Black

I hate feeling so fucking sad

All

The

Time

Even when I have a smile on my face

Even when I am carving fresh
Beautiful corduroy
On my
Brand
New
Snowboard

I am sad

I am black inside

I want only

To turn myself

Inside out

And drown

Slowly

I

Am

Being

Sucked

In

I

Will

Not

Resist

I

Cannot

Resist

And

You

Are

Not

Here

To

Stop

Me