Would I...?

If I knew then (September 6, 1989) what I know now, would I...?

If I knew then (November 18, 1992) what I know now, would I...?

If I knew then (September 13, 1995) what I know now, would I...?

If I knew then (February 2, 2007) what I know now, would I...?

If I knew then (May 12, 1999) what I know now, would I?

If I knew then, what I know now, would I still have offered up my heart for the beast to crush and consume?

If I knew then that the self-LESS choices I made in the best interest of my boys would come back to chop me down at the knees, would I make the same decisions?

I. Don't. Know.  I just don't know.