Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Not Settling (October 2016)

It is nearly impossible to blend into Jack's place when he is such as ass. If I'm watching something on television, he doesn't give a shit; he picks up the remotes and channel surfs until he finds what he wants to watch - which is either about hunting, hunting or hunting.

I have yet to hear one grateful word from him and the things I do around here and until I do, he will not hear one grateful word from me. I don't care what Kay thinks about me or what she thinks I should do in this situation. I am more than earning my keep around here, and it's killing me to do stuff around here because they don't appreciate what I do for them and they are ALL a bunch of spoiled ungrateful people. They are absolute pigs. I will have to capture some pictures and post them. You have to see it to believe it.

The other night when Jack told me I would be cooking dinner every night, I'm pretty sure the "fuck you" look on my face spoke volumes.

Dad has a truck camper in one of the barns and I got to thinking - what if Jack's truck could take it to a campground where I have water/sewage hook-up and I live in there.  Now THAT would work much better than staying here with Jack the jerk.

I got an eye exam today and because it's through Medicaid it might take 6 weeks to get them back.

I also scheduled my first psychiatrist appointment for tommorow and I can't wait. i need this appointment desperately. I can't take anymore of Jack telling me to quit all my meds. There is no reasoning with someone who knows absolutely nothing about mental illness. Asshole.

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