I found myself stalking through all the nooks, crannies, cobwebs and dust today of a very large old bookstore. As I was prowling through the stacks, I happened on a book titled, "Starving For Heaven" and that title has stuck with me all day because it is something I didn't realize I felt.
I want to be dead. I want to be taken out of the human race because I simply have nothing to make it better. I want to close my eyes, go to sleep and never wake up again.
I am starving for heaven. Yet at this point, I would settle for swallowing hell.
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