Reality

You don't have to bury a child to 'lose' them.

It is beyond pathetic to be 'friends' on FB with my kids and they have yet to wish me "Happy ANYTHING".

Nobody notices when I deactivate my FB account.

If I fell off the face of the earth today, there are exactly TWO people who would notice and actually bother to look for me: my dad and step-mom.

FUCK THE WORLD.

I hate myself. I hate every last fucking thing about myself. I am so fucking tired of faking my way through every fucking day I have to continue breathing in and out.  I am so fucking tired of all the bullshit. I am so fucking tired of all the lies, the deceptions, of never being good enough for anything or anybody.

FUCK YOU. FUCK ALL OF YOU ROTTEN ASSHOLES. I HATE EVERY SINGLE ONE OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS WHO STOLE PIECES OF MY SOUL FOR YOUR OWN SELFISH FUCKING GAIN. FUCK. YOU. I HOPE YOU CHOKE ON THE PIECES OF ME YOU TOOK. I WILL COME BACK FROM THE GRAVE AND HAUNT EVERY SINGLE FUCKING ONE OF YOU MOTHERFUCKERS.

FUCK ALL OF YOU.

FUCK ALL OF YOU ROTTEN HORRIBLE EXCUSES FOR HUMAN BEINGS. FUCK ALL OF YOU. I WILL MAKE EVERY ONE OF YOU ROTTEN MOTHERFUCKERS PAY FOR WHAT YOU HAVE DONE TO ME.

EVERY
LAST
ONE
OF
YOU
FUCKING
PEOPLE