Time Passes Anyway

There is so much rolling around in my brain that I do not know where to start unloading it so I feel better.

My Boys

I miss them all more than words can say. Realizing that they could be toxic to my well-being were they to decide to be part of my life felt like a physical blow.

Xavier

My darling grandson. I am sorry that I am not the grandma I always thought I would be. I have disappointed myself and feel strongly that I have disappointed you, too.

Henry

I thought filing for divorce would end me. Instead, I feel, it has brought us closer together. I no longer thought that was possible. What a pleasant surprise.