Nightmares

I'm drunk. I'm trying to block out the Hell I have recently been dropped into. A Hell that I never thought one of my boys could push me into. Yet, here I am.

What does a mother do when she finds out one of her boys is accused of/jailed for Criminal Sexual Conduct in the 1st degree?

I'm numb, not because I'm drunk,  because I cannot wrap my brain around charges like this being slapped onto one of my boys.

"One breath at a time", Carrie. "One breath at a time".

I can't breathe. My heart is shattered.  My faith is shaken.

Please, God, I cannot do this alone. My son cannot do this alone.